I still have more dreams to add

dream

It was like a building. There was one bedroom like room that I remember and louise and I and a couple other girls I think were in there, Louises parents knocked on the door and someone opened and I was behind them and we spoke obviously the relation between me and her parents are not good but there was no arguments or fighting and I cannot remember whether the passing comment was normal or sarcastic. They left. Then I had a paper list of things that I needed. So I had them or gathered them immediately. I had a rucksack and maybe some other belongings. Water came. I got in this small circular floatable device. With my rucksack and belongings – my list of things. The list was for escaping, finding and meeting Brogris or other reptilians. I went journeying down some small waterfalls maybe 3 to 5 of them, each time the height of the waterfall would decrease. I was picking things up that I needed from the list along the way I believe. I was following the current of the water. I was alone. I went down the small waterfalls until it levelled out.

Dream

I remember catching a strange train and I was supposed to be alone as it would be easier to navigate but alex came with me, he ruined it for me. We stood at the end of the train but I remember I wanted to be at the front of the train for better visuals. It was hard to tell when to get off the train and I was supposed to be getting off earlier but ended missing the stop on this weird dazy train and getting the last stop at London. Either someone was watching me on the train and followed me or I was found and followed in London. I was alone and a bald older man came up to me and I remember it being dangerous, it was inside like a mall or a train station. He seemed very dodgy and wanted me to be with him. I remember coming up to a stall and the woman there treated me as if I were stupid and I paid for something supposed to be around 5er and I paid 123£ for it that she put on the card machine. She took the money and I walked off until later I explained to her in detail and she must of changed heart because she gave it back. Also the bald guy gave me 1 million and I cannot remember why. Later in the dream I remember seeing but not being a part of the bald guy with 3 women. There was what looked like a cave or stone tall wall on the side of a large river or stream. The stone wall was holographic and you could enter into like a cave. It was like parking stops and many people had alotted slots to be in next to each other. He pulled up in the first one and it was odd because it was caravan but then it was in water. He parked it inside the cave and the 3 women and the man got out and was swimming in the water talking to each other when the bald man noticed this highly dangerous small shark, not before heard of but obviously they knew and it entered the cave. The bald man didn’t say anything just slowly waded way to the caravan and obviously the deadly shark choosing between 1 man or 3 women the shark eats the 3 women and the bald man managed to make it in the caravan just intime else his leg could have been eaten. This is all I remember of the dream. I am sure there were others though. Oh yes I remember when the man gave me 1 million I invested in it renting many properties to sublet to other individuals and with the 5-7 thousand I spent on renting or staying in something like a castle. Obviously with the money from the properties rolling in each month, I could stay at the castle with the income.

My dream 11/02/2023

I cannot remember much, I remember being in a small bedroom with someone in a complex on the ground floor, they were doing something else not paying attention, I was looking out the window. It was dark. I see this craft in the sky moving and then it lands nearby. I crawl out the window, the other with does not know or come with and I start running or jogging towards this metal spired fence in the direction of where this craft lands, luckily theres a door open in it and I cross this boundary. On the other side around the corner is this craft occupied by grays but they did not get out of the craft, also there is some other humans, one I remember is this fbi lady. Basically I am supposed to do something and I am given this small one man size disc like craft, the dome that pulls over the top of you is from a material that is see through and stretchy and can actually break if you pierced holes in it. I remember the controls inside there was quite a few but basically the controls had to be altered because it had to be simple. How I got into the air and moved in directions was by having my hands on two different pads. They each had 4 buttons and the left was latitude and the right was longitude, the whole movement was not very smooth. It cut scenes and it was like I was at a school or something. I remember a few faces but it was like me, Gerry and this other guy I knew all at once had to leave, get on a train and then get these crafts and go up in to the sky and then past the atmosphere, that was how high I remember going. It kept repeating, sometimes the destination wouldn’t be the same, sometimes it was my house. I seem to remember having to wash my hair either at the house or on the train, my hair was full of soap but dry and it needed water but then I didn’t do it. I also found shampoo and conditioner on the train. I also remember the first time I used my craft it, I had to give it back to this fbi lady with the blonde hair, she gave it to this older male and I it was pretended that it was a drone. I obviously wanted it back and I think I persuaded this older man with sex but I do not remember doing that in the dream, I just remember getting it back. Before it switched to different locations and btw the location where the fbi lady and older male was was at a hotel.

My Dream 16/02/2023

I remember being at stone lodge sleeping in my bed the cover was slightly off. Leigh, Olympia, Mom, other family was staying there. I remember waking up and seeing that some books were pulled out from there space in my room. I remember looking out the window and 3 unknown cars were parked outside. I spoke to them through the top window and they wanted to get into the house, They seemed to really like the house, they said they lived here before and I said since my mom is selling the house soon then they can have it then but they still wanted to come in. I walked into the kitchen near my moms room and I saw this guy already in the house, eating bread and there were crumbs and knives on the wooden chopping board. We both went down stairs to the front door, by this time leigh and Olympia had woken up and were in the front room. The guy let his family in through the door. There was a funny ironic moment when this girl made it clear to Olympia that she and they were staying. I remember Olympia thought the reason that the guy got in and explaining how my bed sheet was off was because he went down on me but then I exclaimed that I would of woken up and I know I didn’t. The scene changes slightly and no one is there apart from me and this guy, I know he is there and put on my dressing gown and hide the sharpest knife in my dressing gown and go down stairs outside the front door. He is there and he has knives too and we start knife fighting, he is supposed to be really good but then I was also a match for him. After a while, he did not have his knives as his lost them in the fight so I began decapitating him with my knife, everytime I did this though his head regenerated fairly instantaneously, I would slice his body off and that would regenerate too, after I while I realised there was no hope until a voice or him himself told me his weakness, which was clowns. So I started behaving as a clown and going booo and jumping around following him as he was running off. I managed to catch him while he was still and everytime I sliced him now he would not generate, so I chopped him into the tiniest pieces and they scooped him in a snow shovel like shovel and took him on a train to a far away place down south and then burned him in a grate. The scene moved on and it was a similar scenario probably in the same place, except now his weakness was clowns and numbers (1). So I been both of these at once and managed to slay him. The next scene came and it was more sexual, I remember that again it was still knives except some how we had gotten into a position that was me like sat on top of him but stood, both clothed and outside stone lodge, I could feel what I felt was his bulge in his jeans and then he told me it was an egg and I tested and even though it did not behave as an egg, it was still strongly assumed that it was an egg, we walked down the lane a little till it was pointed out in the hedge somewhere to lie and essentially fornicate on the ground. The next scene came and I never remember having sex, in this scene I was at what I feel was the horse and hounds in great glen restaurant and I went to the waitress at the bar and said I am ordering a specific meal which is free – you get eggs, toast, beans (a full breakfast) if you plan to succeed not being knifed by the guy and everytime you succeed you then get another breakfast and this keeps going and you do not have to pay – she already knew of this and said yes, so she sat me in a booth and I was sat next to this guy. At the time it felt pretty normal and she was explaining that I would have to choose somewhere else to sit and eat because the guy with the knives would be serving me my food and it would be better if he could not see me, else I would die. Then the guy next to me asks the waitress for a pen, I knew immediately something was up and I said DO NOT GIVE HIM A PEN. She gave him a pen (basic biro like pen but without the covering plastic) and then it was obvious now that this was the guy, but he wasn’t going to stab me with this pen until atleast I had my food infront of me. We were talking and I did not know what his new weakness was. He then told me to put my hand out and I knew something was to happen of this but I trusted anyway and he stabbed my hand but it was like it went through and there was no blood. I think he then said to do it to him. Not long after that I woke up and I never found his weakness and we never fought and I don’t think the food came either.

Dream 6/3/23

Elli cross died and told me what it was like. I smoked weed with matt. Was at dads? Zipline.

People that have died are always asleep except when they first die they are awake (just asleep) and then as “time” goes on it is like you are half asleep or mid sleep and cannot just “wake up” you are tired and can be grumpy. Then you go through cycle of “sleep” or sleep and “wake up” again and can speak. You can speak anytime and are always awake but you are always asleep.

Dream 23rd April 2023 Morning early

Train. Will Oldham. Never got off train.

Biblical House Number 48 – ashton Kutcher – just married film. Actually a cartoon based film.

But before with dad and lilia was with them also at cartoon section *house number * called film.

2 otters in the room, how did they get it? Kept snuggling with me, otter phallus.

Car at stone lodge lilias car with dad driving and me in, extremely gripped. Picked me up we went into the ditch on purpose to get back up, then drove over iced water and didn’t skid. Frozen Waterfall. Onto road up to oadby roundabout and huge sign fell down, we skidded and dodged it, excusing one or two cars. All controlled.

Woke up and was in dream with music playing// singing.. mazel tov – this is name of song. Jewish.

Crow on paper torn.

Friday 28th 11pm

3 to 4 space craft I saw, I followed them, tried to contact them. One that I saw was flying high and I tried to wave it down and I energetically sent signals and it came lower very fast and then it went really high so much that I could not really see it anymore and then I think it left the space. I walked into a man who said “Wooaoaaa” I asked if he was okay and he said Yea there is a woman walking at night dressed like a lemon. Then continued walking. I picked up my food then I returned back the way I was walking before to look for other spacecrafts, I see and follow and walk to Symington Rec because of big land and it is dark to see. I sit there and eat some food. I stayed maybe towards an hour, communicated with male spirits, it is learnt to not care if food touches ground and to eat too. To beckon aliens from behind the moon rather than where I was looking or think of first. It was noted to gauge moon, venus and polaris with circle hole in my keychain. I thought is there starcluster in draco constel. Is there and there is planets around the sun polaris. I felt I would live there actually when looking around the night to see where I like. I started walking back looking for star clusters when I got to the main road and was staring and someone asked me if I was okay and I said yes, that earlier I saw a ufo//spacecraft and that I was following it and he said something like you actually saw a ufo? How do you know and I said something about the trajectory and pattern it was taking in the sky and the difference between other aircrafts and satellites. He said something like how we are small and that how things go on infinitivly and said how beyond our galaxy there is another galaxy. So I said my opinion of infinite and said some types of galaxies we know about and then explained other universes and beyond that. He said that he doesn’t know if he believes what is said on the internet or rather he believes his own thing. He starts walking with me back to Enigma. We then start talking about the pyramids and I mention their geometrical structure and how it focuses energy due to the apex and base. He says something like do you think they had help with the pyramids and asked me how I know what I know and I said something like how I am fascinated and that I research and am an intellectual (should not of said) and he says he thinks the Egyptians could not of done by themselves due to the weight etc and he mentioned hieroglyphs and I mention also, I mention about how they show advanced technology and space back then. He agrees and then he comes with me into Enigma and says he knows someone who lives in here called Harley and im like okay. Eventually we cannot find where he lives but he says he is short with thick brown hair and that if I see him to say that John his boss was here.

Saturday 29th April 2023

Louise – her place – we fell apart now that dream shows. She has boyfriend?

Terry Crews and Someone I used to hand about with like Nick McManus or Josh Ainsworth were spitting bars out Stone Lodges big slide doors when it was dark and thunder with lightning. It reminded me that in the future during lightning and thunder gangs come out for crime and doing music.

Following day Daisy, Travis and Fred? Maybe someone else were with me at Stone Lodge – messing about they were, causing havoc that I did not like. They were doing something illegal like dealing drugs but I didn’t know for sure. Daisy did something through my phone? Again im not sure. Police came later in the day in this van type vehicle, bombing down the lane and then turning into the equestrian centre next door, parking and got out 3 men? With big guns come sneaking? Or carefully creeping onto the property. They cannot hear me shout so I whistle and they hear me or one does and shouts at me and says “YOU!” and then proceeds to tell me I am under arrest angrily, when I ask for my rights and what I am being detained for, he will not tell me and is just shouting and angry. I later find out it is something to do with Daisy and something separate? To do with terrorism. I don’t believe I did any of this and was falsely accused.

I remember it cutting and showing this arrest of the police but it never really happened and that I was told or that I believed I was remote viewing another reality and/or universe. Within dream.

Following day George Darby comes round my house entering from the back whilst I am dancing with a pole near the shed to music playing on a radio? There is also a familiar yellow dog like a lab and comes over to me to greet me, we greet nicely and we roll with each other? Till George comes over to see how I am because I was not at school because of the police thing. His dad (who was and wasn’t his dad) is there *he was black?* whilst I continue dancing to music and he is dancing too but George is not, he is speaking. (remember Georges dad has passed) Others enter the Garden and take up seats on the grass like Edward Hopewell and this Japanese male. Another with another man I cannot remember and this Mexican woman? Also, finally Daisy and Travis come round the back and do the same. They all come because I was not at school and seeing how I was.

Shelley and Me in Garden next door cleaned up their land, 2 garden paths led up a small hill onto their land, then it dropped down to another path on their land, this path led round the premise to the shed at Stone Lodge where our land and theirs connected and now apparently we co owned the shed however my name was on it, so I take pictures of the shed and me holding a dated paper inside the shed and all of how the shed looks for the police for when it was needed to show if ever we lost ownership.

2 dreams missed consult paper ( beginning of may time 2023) – write all dreams in dream journal.

May 6th 2023 dream

Mother, me, random woman. Random woman sells leeks on a table where my bed used to be – I got confused with my old middleton bed and the space in stone lodge by the window in the sitting room downstairs. I went to sleep on top of her table of leeks and she didn’t mind and then I started ripping leeks in my sleep and she did mind, saying I was doing it on purpose. Then It changed and it was like stone lodge became a tavern. I felt like it was real life except I knew that it wasn’t and I was trying to convince others it was not, I was trying to convince others that it was a dream. Me, shelley, taylor and maybe others like daisy? Anyway, we woke up or I did and things seemed different, we were at stone lodge and I just knew this was not our current house so I suspected it was a dream also cindy was alive and ill in her bed, from this I was 100% certain it was a dream and also some other thing I cannot remember implied it was a dream. No one believed me that it was a dream until I explained how cindy had died and that therefore it was a dream. Then things cut and the woman selling leeks booked room in tavern which was not tavern but home and she got angry. Then it cut again and a mom and a dad was in a bed with a 4 year old child. I woke up and went outside, Taylor was outside on the grass on like a towel or blanket and I went and joined him and I enjoyed because of the grass, we engaged in pre-coital sex and then Emily Newberry came out the slide doors with the 4yr old child and I immediately stopped and had great interest in this child and had her come sit on my knee. Something else happened where I looked out the top kitchen window out to the land/ horizon – there was something out there but I cannot remember what. Fbi//dinosaurs?

Dream 25/26th May 2023

I drempt of Brog and his friend.

Witty Boy – Soundcloud – 21:43 Russian Roulette Rihanna lyrics meaning..

I took nitrous oxide and my aunt did (aven) my old room has cannisters in them I - it is because I found the crackers the other day. Aven ordered cannisters and liked them, stayed up all night as I did not .. she is not sleeping well?

Mucus, what I swallowed was in it? The crow/raven necklace.

Dream 2nd/June 2023 near 3am

I drempt that I was at Stone Lodge and was walking from the downstairs kitchen into the back garden and that elli cross was in the corner by the gas tank, she said that she had farted in the corner. There was also a gang I suppose that I did not know. Some stood by her and others elsewhere in the garden. There was like a flipboard of paper stood up on a tripod near elli. Taylor was seen in the attic and he knew something about death and it was morbid, he threw something down the window. All of a sudden someone alerts me, elli? That a toad is dead, one of the gang members killed it. I was distraught. I also then was told or realised it was DoomsDay. They mentioned something called deans gun but it sounded like it was supposed to be jeans gun. And I left back into the house really upset and walked round to the front door. I opened the door and outside on the first step was a dead toad and another living toad and two smaller frogs like an amphibian family. Aven came out and said depressingly “ ahh is the toad dead” then picks it up. Once she picked the toad up, one of the smaller frogs turned and looked at me with glowing blue eyes like light. Then I could see they wanted to come out further off the step but I knew it was dangerous so I tried to protect them and stop the frog. I walked with Aven to a car a big one that Shelley and Olympia was in, Olympia was young and Aven gave her a birth square pillow that was brown and orange ish and Olympia felt it nostalgically. Aven had the toad in the car for them to supposed to be alive the toad but I do not know what they did. All of sudden dream changed and My body in waking was half asleep and half awake like sometimes it is and my eyes were either open and seeing or as it sometime is and what I believe it to be was seeing through closed lids. I was in my bed with the light off as I assumed I was originally. I heard like keys rattle or an aerosol can shake or spray and the neighbour on the other side of the wall comes in through the door. I assume that he comes in through the door to return the keys/can but then he carries on walking round to the bed side. My eyes are awake and I am seeing but he cannot see that my eyes are awake I believe. I remain in the bed until he gets right up beside me and says “You are going to die now” I realise that he has a knife in his hand and my eyes open in waking to see nothing vised. And I strongly believed he was there to kill me as this is what I saw and it mimicked surroundings. I lay awake in the bed (to confirm this is not dream this part) and then I decide to actually go and lock the front door and put the light on and return to the bed. Where I lay for a while discussing what I just dreamed/saw and asking for protection and sorting things out before understanding the torch meant light and that I could turn it off now. I went to sleep. I drempt what I just witnessed from dream of killing to waking of locking the door. I was in the same studio except it was in Leicester and that old school friends were living in other flats like Fae, Lowri and Elli. I drempt that I drempt that someone seriously came in to kill me and that I woke up and locked the door but this flat instead of where the bathroom is there was a room with a bunkbed and then the bathroom goes after it. I lock the door then check the room with the bunkbed to see that Louise and her boyfriend had broken in to my house and slept in the bed. I grabbed the pole and started whacking them until they left and locked the door. I then went to sleep. In the following morning I spoke to Lowri who said she saw them leave and they went into Ellis room after, I explained that I had a dream that felt very real that someone came in and tried to kill me then I wake and lock the door to realise that someone did genuinely break in to the flat and she thought it was weird and was very concerned but didn’t do anything about it. I rang the police to report the break in and again explained the situation that occurred and the phone kept breaking up or hanging up. After a few minutes I was in the flat and I looked out the window and saw a large crowd of people outside. I then realised there was someone in the house. An older African skinned male. I was scared at first and then was alerted that this male was really happy and really nice and not to be scared and that actually he had passed and I was seeing vividly him in my flat when not really anyone else could. And the crowd out the window were for him, also no one else could really visibly see them either. This man knew about the dream and hugged me to keep me safe and feel safe. This happened for a few minutes and I did genuinely feel a lot better. I then went down the stairs to the common area of the flats and there was a sofa in the middle and fae arranged that she would take me into work then to the police station after she has taken lowri. I remember there was a lot of old school friends in the common area that also knew about louises break in aswell as mr cripwell who was the only older person present aswell as the only teacher there. Fae had this motored chair reminded me of motored bike. You sit in it and there is one bar by your feet that you press in that motors the chair to move forward. Lowri has to sit on faes knee to go then she comes back and I am offered a seat next to her to squeeze in on the chair and then we go. I ask where we are and she says in Leicester, I then have a rough Idea where we are and we go into Leicester. I then wake up. I thought I was hugging Mr Cripwell in my bed.

Meanings:

Doomsday – The last day of worlds existence, time of crisis or great danger

Toad – reflects the ability to transform

Frog – Symbol of rebirth, renewal and transformation. New beginning, major life changes, spiritual

Blue Eyed – honesty and optimism.

Death – end of something and beginning of something new.

Break In – upcoming unwelcome illness or disease. Unwelcome guests.

Dream 12/6/23

I remember I was at Stoneygate school and there was me, Edward Hopewell, Edwards mother, Edwards sister, Edwards brother, elli cross, possibly alice bargh, alice chawner, alice Ramsden and we were all stood in a circle whilst Edward was reading from a note book he has written in. It was filled with notes from God which told information about seer and life and other secrets which may be known like a messiah or prophet. He was reading aloud to everyone in the circle. I knew was he was talking about already and sometimes when he was talking it was hard for him because he kept referring like he was mentally communicating with something so sometimes he didn’t talking aloud but I knew what was happening and someone asked why he wasn’t speaking and I said because he is mental and his mother confirmed. His mother also was proud of him and was happy, his sister and brother also. Edward though seemed angry that I already knew and could predict. After he finished there was supposed to be a party in the hall we were stood a few meters infront of the summer house on the grass. Elli, Alices and myself and Edward decided we would walk there except because Edward was angry I walked alone first followed by alices then elli and Edward. I arrived there and it was dark but lit with colourful lights and noisy with music and I do not know if I had anything to wear. Quite quickly I began heading back and I was with everyone I was with at the circle, elli, alice bargh, Ramsden and chawner, Edward and maybe a couple other people like lucie Gillam? Some girls were fully nude but this was not to be taken in any sexual way it was highly normal like they were just proud of their body and clothes were not necessary. – I felt no sexual remorse? No sexual desire. Not long after I do not remember how I knew but I knew the time was 07:21 without physically checking the time. I woke up properly when my hourly chime on my watch went off and it was 8am. I think I knew the ‘time’ when it was the according time.

Dream 13/06/23

I drempt that I was in a bed I did not recognise but may have been near here. I was sleeping but then someone got into bed with me or someone was already in bed with me. I felt in ways they represented Brogris but then they appeared at times as my neighbour and I worked out which, it is the one on the right of the house. Sometimes appeared as the actor Chris O’Dowd. And that I was in love? But both Chris and the neighbour was both in a loving relation with kids however that they also wanted to be with me and was in bed with me, want to have sex with me in a loving way and then invited me to walk with them down a lane in some woodlands either with a dog or not? Or that their wife was going to be walking with a dog and that we must go before. I also remember before I left to do so I reluctantly felt their privates and I second guessed it as first I declined due to knowing they were in a relation but when it was pleaded and I felt love then I just did. Side Note: I remember waking up just before the sun rose and blessing the sun, warming and if not praising the sun to be among some other things before falling back asleep again.

Dream 14/06/23

As of currently I cannot remember much but I know that Traumatik was teaching me. I assume because I have been listening to his music. It was reasonably in depth

Dream 15/06/23

I drempt I was in someones house/flat shared with some girls older than me and I was the youngest. I wrote a short 2 page story in the front of a book, it did not match to make sense but made sense to I. I then wrote another 9 page seductive story and as it follows I were to write again in German. I did not want people to read it, but atleast 2 girls did. I was in a party and then I left absurdly early 2/3am to get a train because I was not happy people were there reading my story. It suddenly changed and I was in a huge room on top of bodies? With many people? Shiva- the auspicious one. Smoking

Dream 16/06/23

I walked into a coop/news reporting facility as an interview but I never intended to they asked me to and they really liked me. I was asked to sit down and had time to prepare while my work coach emma was infront of me and she was like a teleprompter/script who read to me as I reread it aloud. There was someone else who did the same thing as me at the same called Jack, they liked him to and after a while we were asked to fake date for publicity. We originally did not want to, I liked someone else, but then after speaking with them we decided that we would do that because Jack was also friends with them. We went into a mall and Jack offered me to this stall which made tarot reading spread sheets, we decided we would make a 2 card sheet one for each of us and it would be to do with moon/tarot. He chose his print which was a tulip? With a moon? On a silver background and he changed the colour to purple and had it printed on that. When it came to me looking for my print, I had a distinct one it mind but I could not see it and I could not choose one, so we ended up not making it. We took photos together, specifically this one infront of a wall and it got out to the news but it was not a good picture and they threated to fire us individually. The second time I went it I did not have the script, I was unprepared and I had to make it up on the spot and they threatened to fire me because of that while Jack had a good run. But next time he went in the same thing happened and we both ended up speaking to Emma where she said that it was because of the photo and I said we will only take photos by professionals and she said that the bee by the door was a professional photographer for the news and I said “we entered and he took a bad photo of us so I will ask him for the photo back” and she said that I should and Jack agreed, but when I went to ask the bee photographer for the photo back he disappeared and I had to follow him and it took a while until I was at Stoneygate and he was inside this metal structure with wheels and I had to demand for the photos back because of copyright, he eventually told me that I could have them back if I kissed his neck and (another) but I kissed his forehead instead. He then said to go for food and he would give me the photos there, I did and I ate this gooey chocolate and caramel food. He then gave me the photos, along with some other photos I did not know he had, some old photos of my old friends when they were young, the kind that you shake with black background. Emily, elli, etc. I didn’t know he had these and when I asked why he said to create portfolio and I said it was illegal but he gave me them back anyway. I changed location to presumed Leicester. I followed Jack and he went to his block of flats but I did not follow him in because he did not want me to so I waited on the curb. Then elli and Theo and some other people came around the corner and were going into the same flat and Theo let me come with when nobody else did. We went in and on one of the corridor floors was a paper sign cellotaped to the ground saying “number 6 has covid” we walked passed that to ellis flat which was small and did not have a toilet, it was broken? But I asked and she said that she went outside on the balcony. I then noticed that she bought the stack of tarot fabrics from the stall and I asked for the one Jack made and she cut it out and gave it to me, to which I folded it 3 times and put it in my pocket. Elli then proceeded to tell me why she did not like me as a child and why she stopped seeing me and it was because of her mum.

Dream 17/06/23

It started I was at Wicksteed Park? Or a park and Tasha was driving, we were driving back down this narrow road to exit the park and either side of the road was thick muddy sludge and she drove into it by accident and I opened the door first instead of sinking and was actually able to just walk over the top of it before sinking to get to the road and we had to walk back and it was a long journey. There was a sign that said Wik? Or Win? 1 away and It was discussed was it 1 mile or 1 hour and it ended up being 1 hour away which was = to 2 miles but we walked past some random houses and (turning left) and we knocked on them explaining the problem, some asked to use their phone for repairs, some asked for water, I asked to ring the police. I knocked on mr Bhandaris house except instead of working at beauchamp as a teacher I thought he worked at Stoneygate but I don’t think he did, I thought this because he gave me a 6PB green rough book and I asked if it was his and he went to Stoneygate? He said no it was his daughters or something and I could not ring the police. While Shelley took a long time to knock on doors, Aven and Tasha wanted to leave sooner, followed by myself who wanted to leave and then Jenny and Bianca went to get Shelley too because they thought it was alright to leave also. We may of went different ways. I ended up walking and then deciding to stay overnight outside, Aven and Tasha walked backed with the kids, Mom didn’t know whether to leave me or stay but she wanted to leave and Jenny and Bianca were to do what mom was going to do but eventually ended up walking back and so did Shelley?. Later it was realised that we could of rang for a taxi. My dream then changed to Australia and Shelley was there and Dad was there, some other people and maybe some Africans children? They lit these amazing fireworks off, I saw some go high in the air, I saw 2 massive spirals spinning red and blue? In the air and this one firework which was whiteish and circled around us clockwise and was really loud and gradually getting closer but was making it go dark to as if you were falling asleep. The Africans kids and myself loved these fireworks. Then I remember I went to go to sleep and I thought of snakes but did not see myself sleep nor snakes and I woke up.

Sighting//experience//writing//I AM – 18.06.23 2,22

I followed my instincts to go outside and follow a sign, light from the skies. In a direction I recognised from Brogris before, I followed my insincts in a direction that felt right and that was received in advance. It scripted as it is.was. and I was led to a field with choice of my own. I chose to enter the field as a short cut toward the direction it took me into the heart of the field where I came across a beast of sizes I did not recognise. First off whilst sequentially hearing the howl of a wolf, I thought it may have been a wolf and it moved around quite fast and was large and then I thought it was a large cat. I am now feeling and thinking it was a shapeshifter. I then oversaw it may have been nothing/ However I remained watching for 4 minutes atleast to my gaze it moved and returned and stayed in size. I debated badger, I debated fox, as well as small cat but none of these decriptions match the size and pattern of movement made by the animal. I was sure to know to go up to it but my instincts showed me it would be fight and so I did not continue. I was urged to follow this light and remain as I before decided but this task showed too much and I was not but physically weak but too mentally. I returned by walking backward until I reached the gate for I believed it may attack. It was too large for a small cat or dog/fox and too small for cattle, it was black shadowed. I know – consult back of brain/ goodnight

Dream 18/06/23

I do not remember much. I was in a flat room I have seen a few times over now. Something happened maybe I remember later. I also remember towards the end I plaited some lengthy hair, blonde, orange/red and another colour. It was full and long hair but a wig and it was mine.

Dream 19/06/23

I had a popularity scale and one key fact was that I was in a large room with rows of seats and I was at the front and I stood up and did something and everyone screamed for me and it was recorded and put on youtube.

Dream 20/06/23

Cannot remember dream was very vague.

Dream 21/06/23

Part 1

Part 2 katana blades which are futuristic like energy weapons. Group of men and women like police or task force that came to house building. William Oldham? And his gang – white balloons as lights in old fashioned castle. A police woman had a baby with one of the men who the police came for with and the katana energy weapon battle broke out except she was outside, when she came in her weapon did not work – out of power/juice. She went upstairs a man who looked sweaty in bed – like he just gave birth but he didn’t, was holding a baby – not his another mans and he didn’t know if she was the mother or not or was pretending in order to kill it and them since the baby was the reason they were there and also if she was the mother it was frowned upon. It is not fully known but she seemed like she is. The mans who child it was denied it of the woman to everyone else but apparently wouldn’t deny It to her

Part 3 selling group of my moms old items like old fashioned bottoms and retro belts, kids items and it was laid on the floor I think at my old school and people came to buy some for cheap. Til a man on a bike came over with a siren – police or not I did not know.

Dream 22/06/23

I was called Enne in my dream. There was a competition to spin a ball/swing whilst being on it for the longest out of three contestants in the worlds and if you win you go into space. There was a famous man and I commented on something saying the truth -truespeech, he saw it and once while I was out he recognised me for that comment and started saying how I was going to win the competition if I did these things. It came to it and I had to write on a paper the reasons why I wanted to go. I actually written something like how Niamh was sorry to Elli c and I written in lovely writing – artsy. But he saw this and asked me to change what I wrote and also plead in a loving way to the judge in the writing. It showed that I loved what happened no matter what and that’s what she wanted to see. I won the competition and was a contestant in this game. I then won the game out of sheer determination but it started that I started just swinging on it to begin with – It showed I didn’t mind too much but I did want to go deeply and that I knew that if I would try I would win and it was actually a hard thing to do for a long time. I won this game meaning that I won to go into space. I then left the swings on this huge spongy?//beanbag-like ball and started rolling it to a school while being on top of it and I had my cannabis and lighter and papers and rolled a spliff and smoked it as I rolled it to the school. When I got to the school I was looking for the famous guy – the one who helped me win because I wanted him to come with me. He was actually upset because he thought I didn’t win, when I got there I got him out of class and told him I won and invited him to “bunk” the class and come to London with me. We got into London and it was at train tracks or a train area where they store the rail components outside. A few people were there, after a while it was obvious that the space journey was just a ploy and no one was really to take me to space. However, the man I was with was adamant that I go and there was a machine which I forget what it is called. The man recognised it. It was from the steam engine times and it could travel into space – quite old. It was ovular and dome like and the helmet was made of sturdy metal, which if you kept lifting the top up to get inside there was just another layer. Some high authority people noticed us trying to get inside and came running over. But by the time that they got to us we had already opened the top, got in and closed it. Inside it was small and there was 2 wooden and white control units. You sat or laid back and they had wheels at each unit. You could not see out when I entered but after I entered I was knocked out?-I quickly lost consciousness. The man with me seemed to know exactly what he was doing. Without time I was in space with him and we went to somewhere he knew – someplace like home to him. Inside was cave-like and dark but still with some light. There was lots of food or donuts from his home there that he was eating and showing me and I was eating. Different colours, primarily the same beige dough but the red, brown, cream coloured toppings. Some of the donuts were interlinked like hoops 3 to 7 links. One of these donuts or if not many of them were sick donuts – made of sick, it was actually quite nice and was seen as a treat to their home town. He beckoned me over and I learnt he was like a man but also like an insect – mantis/grasshopper/cricket – like one of these. German machine – something kleine.

Dream 9/7/23

It was 1 I heard the chime of the church, the same at 2 and 3. I dreamed I was on a ship and some woman from earlier in the 8th saw me and there was a vending machine. It ended. I was awoken by the thought that another was in my room/flat and that a window was open except the window I saw was opposite the door. I heard noises I believed another was in my room and after a short while another penetrated my ears in a sexual way, it was very nice and I remember them touching my head and ears in waking. I kept my eyes shut and spoke with my mind asking for more. My nipple areaola got penetrated and I liked it but I kept asking for my ears. I kept whispering but after a short while I fell asleep. I saw there was a large mansion/house outside and I was outside on the large lawn facing the moon on this red inflatable large rectangular mattress? With wings and some light? No a machine or something? I do not recall. I looked at the moon regularly and I was being penetrated rough by someone of disproportionate size, someone of what skin I recognised, a saurian. In the night in dark on this red mattress outside. In waking I felt a large weight pressing on my back and thrusting on my back. And I next remembered the accompanying sight was this then I was climbing up a tree to enter the house and some woman was there frightened because she was on the lawn and said she saw something and then I asked if she saw me and she said no and I had words for her but I didn’t say anything. I went into the house towards my room and the lights were dark and I reached my room where saurian was and continued. I on my back on this rough hessian floor and it was dark, saurian over me, reversed, thrusting between my breasts as I held them and I licked his anus. In waking I kept tossing and turning and moving around and opening my legs and I was wet. Various other things happened but I was half awake/asleep til I left the bed 7am.

Dream 11.7.23

Point on balance. Was I at Stone Lodge Garden? I remember military people were present. One man taught/helped me to somersault over the wooden beam, I offered a pole for men to balance on and I worked with 2 women one japanese another korean with a katana. Who posted the video of me doing such with acrobatics on youtube called Point on Balance.

Dream 12/7/23

Was I outside? Was I laying on an operating table? Or any other table or floor? I can see my clothing being removed, like my woollen blue star socks I am wearing and most probable my clothes I am wearing to access my body. It was then I saw my inside of body like a circuit board. It is scientific and I parted with my blood to be put with another reptile. (the entire time I felt more scientific than worried or fearing). I saw the inside of another reptilian body in similar manner but not too much to scare me or “put me off”. He parted with blood – scientist. Both blood drops were fused? Connected? It was HIGHLY tense, it was passionate like you sex the inside of body and this is it in it rawest. Ecstasy and passion in the ”fuse”~~ no but connect~ of blood drops. Also then I saw a circuit board and it was just like internal body and has similar if not the same pleasure and the two drops joined to one chip separate of the circuit and since it was more it was more intense. I saw from different perspectives and entirely was passionate and scientific in nature. It was explained that intercourse felt like this without the need for flesh touching.